My teeth’s been hurting to the point where I can now confidently say that it’s causing most of my headaches.

Never mind the occasional swollen gum that bleeds after I brush my teeth. Gotta get braces eventually. *sigh*

Second topic would be that I’m feeling really pressured lately. Everyone’s asking me questions related to what I want to do next since I’m graduate. (Official ceremony is in May, though) I just want to warn those people whose questions I answered that it might or might not be true. I gave shitty half-assed answers that differs each time. I wish outsiders who don’t-actually-care-I-just-asked-so-I-could-give-you-my-opinion to just. STOP. FOR. A. SECOND THERE. 

Enough about them. Just let me enjoy myself for having closed THIS SEMESTER with 3 fucking awesome project presentations, reports and an interview. I know what I need to do, I’m not an invalid (lol inside joke). This is not some shit I might forget. This is current so no you don’t have to remind me. EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. Which is what my mom is doing, but ok ‘cause she’s my mom.

So, tmr I have a bunch of errands to run. My pass is going to expire, I need to type this long ass testimonial that can only be access via the school’s internet system, i need one last run before my fitness test, make farewell cards for all my classmates, print photos and update information on my resume (dateline Tuesday), figure out how the tuition contract works and submit details for future working information.

The third topic is about how competitive some people can be. It’s not enough that they succeed but geez, that others should fail or something along those lines. Jealous and spiteful girls. Whatever you said, did or achieved, they’ll just shred it and throw the pieces together with the growing pile of debris that make up their ego. Pity my girl for having to go through shit from these people. No worries, you are in a much better place, which is why they say such mean things.

I really appreciate the people I have. They’ve been so supportive. Of my decision. My brother, bf, gfs. Omg I love you guys.

Lastly, my weight. I’m so disappointed. It’s stuck at 54.5kg. What I’ve been doing is to reduce the portion that I eat. Usually whatever I order I’d finish everything on the plate (so clean, you don’t have to wash the plates) Now I leave some rice, noodles here and there. 

Need to get back in the game. Photo taking, ice-skating, spending quality time with my family, girls and boy while working and staying in shape (and “bao yang pi fu” lol, yeah man clear those stress from my forehead)

I hope I get it soon. Then I can plan for my baby girl’s 21st birthday! Yogi’s birthday. Oh. I rememer I owe Jon and Yen and Dev prezzies too.

That is all I can say for now.